OK I guess I need to get everyone up to date on my health issues! After suffering with pain and some serious "Issues" Shall we say ...in the female health category,I am scheduled for a major surgery on October 22 at 7:30 a.m. I will be having a hysterectomy.Due to my complicated issues I am not a candidate for a non-invasive procedure. The doctors will be going through my already existing Cesarean section scar.So I will be in the hospital for 3-4 days!The recovery is around 6weeks! As all of you know life here is already quite interesting! So things are going to get a little more bumpy for a while! LOL
I'm not at all sad about the decision for this surgery. Quite frankly I am embracing it as a NEW start for me ! I have been dealing with these sort of issues, endometriosis, severe scarring and pain since I was 14 years old! Through God's awesome grace he has brought me through almost 10 years of infertility to be blessed to have 3 beautiful children. I am truly blessed to have been chosen by God to be able to go through these trials in order to be a real voice for his wondrous love for his children! For him to be able to use his work and healing of me to be a living testimony of his present day miracles is overwhelming! Every tear I have shed over the years, the loss of our first child,although sad...all of it was worth it to be able to be what I always wanted to be... a mother! Who am I now to be selfish about my mangled body parts, when he has blessed me so abundantly! He made these parts, he used them for his gifting us with our hearts desire.And now I gratefully give them back! I am excited to finally be able to walk tall and proud when someone asks me "how are you"? I will be able to tell them without any uncertainty....I'm Fine! And really mean it! I have hidden my pain for years! For the Lord to give me complete freedom in this area is going to be awesome!
I am thankful to the Lord for also providing a way for my parents and my sister Darlin to come down here and help out with those little miracles I now have! What a blessing! I will of course keep everyone updated with my progress!